je t'aime

2009-10-02T01:55:00.005+08:00

what can you do when you just can't stop the tears

from falling..

为什么你要那么的自私把一切都带走。

2009-08-20T01:24:00.004+08:00

please visit miss SITOH mama's blogshop at...

http://ohjusthype.livejournal.com/

2009-08-03T01:29:00.004+08:00

Quand il me prend dans les bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose.

When he takes me in his arms
and speaks to me softly
I see the world through rose-colored glasses

2009-07-29T01:32:00.004+08:00

is it just me or is it really a problem?

looking at the stars tonight.i know i miss u much.do you?

2009-05-18T20:44:00.003+08:00

and to add on,blogger is fucking irritating!

argh.i've been editing for dunno how

many hours for the photos to organize well!

yeah.you're still the one. =D

2009-05-18T18:18:00.039+08:00

OHhhhh HOOOOOO!!.
time flies like nobody's businnes here!.
sch hav started since like dunno when?
and holidays is coming again!!!
EXCITED EXCITED!! =D
new class,new year,new friends.
that's wat everyone sae.
and another that they sae too is that...
"FRIENDS ARENT EASY TO CLIQUE WITH
DURING SECOND YEAR!"
yeah.maybe everyone just not used to it.
afterall, 1C2 IS DIFFERENT!
that's wat i tink la huh.
everyone have companion in their now class.
but im all alone!same to michelle.
but she still hav levi and ameen to be in
for some classes.
well,i just hav to get use to it den.
but its wk 5 already!and im still trying la huh.
but its still...hmmmm.yeah.
HOWEVER,"ponning of class have been common in my sentences already"!damn it,
i so guai la!argh.mails are booming with
teacher's love love letters already la.
&&!
ART & DESIGN IS KILLING ME!
TIME CONSUMING!
BUT FUN. (:

enough talk!photos are piling.
cant upload too many la!will die die die. =D

happy belated birthday to SHIJIE (6may)

& RUVYN (16may)

our new friend, JASMINE.

&JIA HUI

BB PRIMERS! POC

KWUDA!

& HAPPY MAMA'S DAY. (:

happy belated bithday,sis(8may)

last but not least, I LOVE CANON! woots.

2009-03-31T04:45:00.008+08:00

______hey darling dear,

______just move on cause he doesnt like you. ♥

but there's still you, i cant seems to forget.

2009-03-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

ohohohoh.i went to watch the ehub thing one 7 march!.
nice nice nice.
cause there's 林俊杰，林峰 & 小猪!
hohohohoohohoho.
i shall upload it some other days.

and also,
thanks to the people who wished me happy birthday.

suling,michelle sitoh,xingwei,tbc,siewbo,ruvyn,noqman,
shijie,desmond,nicholas,limze(the very advance one),levi,
jesper and and and...ohhhhhh.aikhao that bastard.hehe.
btw,really thanks that u remembered la huh.
i take back what i say then. (:

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS:

8th march-

i love making wishes! Y

cut the cake~they say:

my hair look like...dunno what/ =.=

then we went out on 10th MARCH
for michelle's interview.
so we hav to bring back my celebration~
but but but.
we had fun! (:
including going to temple?nonono.
hmmm.
we caught..
he's just not that into you!.
funny like shit!.

and on..
11th MARCH
we went out again!with..
michelle,nicholas,ruvyn,noqman,
shijie,tbc &. me (:
we caught..
push!
nice nice nice!
thereafter,swensen for dinner.
full full full.
lucky we din order the earthquake!
then off to heeren.
and somewhre near the old chang kee.

yeap.they got me the old chang kee CARROT CAKE!

and there i go making wishes again. Y

time to eat the cake.they say!~

and the candle stock.it was all alright till...

i became like this!

they acted to be nice~

but they are actually like this!

sitting there and laugh!caught tbc~

then after,things are alright and camwhoring starts. ^^

michelle sitoh toot.you know you love me~

shijie/

malay!

nicholas~

and..ruvyn-

3..2..1..there they go~

this was the card...

handwritten and made by..

this says it all~!

and the present that plays (:

well..there's still the mirror and lamp.but but.
haha.i'll just show this.till the next time when
i assembles the lamp and
decide to take a photo. (:

and thanks for this. Y

i don't know why.
i wasn't happy when you're aren't there,but sorry cheers me up.
the call.

2009-03-14T23:58:00.004+08:00

Y
chalet chalet chalet.
1C2 finally had their chalet.
on... 2,3,4 MARCH 2009.

when others are bbq-ing away outside.we're just here enjoying air-con.

last day~ =(

there's always camwhoring when there's them around.

last of all. ^^

blogger is getting..sheeshh.
cant upload the last one already.
hmmmm.
not many pic cause
most of the time we're boolalala.
drink,drank and drunk..
2 bottles chivas.11 people.
2 down,2 siao,6 good.
seriously,alcohol makes people emo..
and well..
bye.

No matter you are in the right mind or you care or not during that night,
you still hurt me much. Y

2009-01-24T23:38:00.009+08:00

“还没开始的爱情是最完美的？”
___________________________________________________--rYa

and i love to see you smile smile smile. :D

2009-01-20T21:55:00.005+08:00

" if miracle would happen,
it is because you are here. " -- (:

i dunno what to do cause i'm just so shy in front of you.

2009-01-14T23:07:00.004+08:00

i wish i could say "long time no see"
when we walked past each other.
but mouth just kept shut.
we exchanged glances
we could not recognize each other at first sight thou.
but memories flashback.
and that's how it will be.
we were once nice friends and
few years down the road
strangers had we become.
it's quite common for us to meet thou as
we live the same place.
but how much each of our lives had changed,
for how much do we actually cared?
however,
i've been thinking how have he been
but feelings could not express into words. (:

its just another blow wind blow day where bus rides are still long &....

2009-01-04T02:31:00.010+08:00

finally.updates. (:

alright.i'll start of with..

bbq at my house then.

to mark the end of exams and start of HOLIDAYS!

its..great la.

but well.i couldn't join them for the ton-ing then.

alright.

next..

shopping with michelle sitoh before her birthday.
round up.means.
shopping ,trying ,shopping ,trying and of course...
eating.far east.

up next..michelle sitoh's birthday then. (:

on... 18dec'o8 ^^

movie then to dinner at mad jack.

the cake that i wanted to eat was smashed onto her face. (:

after dinner.spot TBC people.

guys.

girls.that includes the one behind. (:

there they goes again.

after not long, yeap.you guessed.

WE WERE CHASED OUT BY THE SECURITY.

however!

camwhore was never enough in their dictionary. :/

get what i mean?understand why?

cause they are a great bunch of people. (:

presenting the pregnant ladies.

the TOUGH guys. yeap. ah BENGs.

but well, *ahem* its just in disguise though.

acting failed MISERABLY.

and that marks the end of the day.

and and and!see that pillow case with "happy birthday"?

nice right!of course!its my masterpiece! ^^

ON XMAS EVE,we had great dinner.

sadly but yes! at home.

its was really great.

and on XMAS day.its was my

grandmama's bdae.

so...dinner at this jap buffet at..
UE square.
it was..expensive.
and..food alright only.

alright.done.
late late happy new year people.
OHOHOH!
and there's this very very nice chee cheong fun
store at.. near KILLINEY ROAD.
粥肠粉之家.
the durian one superb!
and there's alot more. (:
alright.
bye! ^^

wondering when will be the day when i had that courage. :(

2008-12-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

& i say, stop being childish.
it's not your business anymore.
so stop thinking about it.
stop the day dreaming stuff.

its just another day.

2008-11-26T16:24:00.003+08:00

hang in there as you know that we'll always be there for you. (:

i kinda miss the kinky-wanky days that we use to have.
but yeah.
not quite possible thou.
haven been meeting up for quite long.
so..i've been here wondering how are they.
of course.
i hope everyone would be fine.
im suffering for stiff shoulders again and again la!.
and i hope the pain will go away.
but it just wont.
it feels like i wont be able to move my shoulders like that liao la!.
shit hell.
CT coming soon.
and im like totally new to the subjects.
so yeah.what am i suppose to do?
study la if not wat yeah.
im getting bored from sch...
lallalalallalalallalalallalalallala~
adiós! (:

oh yeah.and support http://clique-click.blogspot.com/ . (:

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

2008-10-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

hohohohoho!!!!
kai xue le.which is like actually long ago~
yeah.
but i lazy to blog ar.
well....
hmmmm.sch have been.errrr.
wat shld i say??
yeah.boring during some lessons without michelle sitoh..
oops.!michelle!u dun act act.i'll face red one.
heh heh.but yeah.
im getting used to it!!! (:
life is just so unpredictable la.
its really short.so..cherish it rights?
nono.
im not emo-ing la hor. =DDDDD

alright!poly students,
is you think ar.
ur stupid travelling fares are just to unfair..
please go to...

http://www.petitiononline.com/polybus/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i never had a dream come true,till the day that i found you. (:

2008-09-17T23:35:00.009+08:00

boon chye just refuse to take photo!
michelle
& the guys
the blondie is levi's fren.

final product! (:

after dinner..pool (:
finally..boon chye.

he cant stop the act cute thing.

went to ice skate with the class that day.. not alot of people went thou. but well. still fun la huh... hmmm. belated birthday wishes then..

10 sept-nicholas ong,yeo qinghe,yap beekee

11 sept-lee aikhao,pua jieyi

that's all,all the best people. no mood to blog already.so yeah.. bye!~

fly balloon fly..

2008-09-02T00:05:00.004+08:00

the retard is being a retard by walking so slowly
perfectly nice one! (:
the guy heard what we said and offered to help us take! (:
everyone is so unready except me! =D
my eyes is bigger!and tikopek demand a photo
i tink its scary to see my eyes like that thou. >,<

alright..

photos speaks a million words then.

yep.went to catch 4bia wif class that day at cine.

mich is damn stupid i tell you.

she said.

isnt somerset mrt station nearer to wisma?

and well.

i waited at orchard for 30 mins!oh well..

nvm den.

wanted to watch other movies..

cause i detest horror.

so well.but since its majority den alright la!

heh.i covered my ears thru out!

oh well.BUT!im scared by that idiot beside me.

which is..

NICHOLAS ONG!

i not scared aso kanna scared by him la!

alright.den after movie..pool.

watever.i din hav the mood to play thou.

so yep.my granduncle passed away.

i only know when i called home.

but well

i still din wan to go home and went supper wif them.

then..

i remembered abt the time my grandma passed away.

i din know.

it was after choir.i din wan to go home.

so i slacked in sch.my mum called.

but i said i still cant go home yet.

when i reached home.there was no one except my sis.

she rushed me to change.

cause we nid to run.

even thou on the taxi already.i still din know wat happen.

we were rushing to the hospital.

i knew sth was wrong when i heard my mum's voice on the phone.

i hav to see my granny for one last time..

you are the one that i won't want to forget.when will i have the courage?

2008-08-22T21:22:00.007+08:00

woohooo!
EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR!~
good good good.and im gonna post
long ago stuff!went to watch LOVE GURU
on 7 aug,thur with the class.
last min planning.
AND IM TELLING YOU!
the guys are more niang than we girls!
they decide damn hell long whether to go or not.
idiots.we din take grp photo after that.
forgt.so after movie,
everyone went home...
friday,8 aug went wif my family to watch
JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH.
its nice im telling you!wahhahaha.
sat,9 aug went to celebrate my sis' bdae
at miss clarity cafe.
yes!she has the same birthday as SINGAPORE!
not bad.quite nice.ate foie gras and the escargots.
wooshhhh.the foie gras is...
watever.
okay okay.prepare for exams.
study study in sch.
and we actually went back to play badminton too!
went mac during one of the sunday.
play study play study.
wahahhahahaha.
and after that finally exam is over!
went to watch MEET DAVE today.
story okay okay only.
but its really damn hell funny!!!!!!!!!
heeeee.
im gonna meet that stone next wk!!!woohoooo.

ess-car-goo!
foie gras
melt cheese fish
&, happy birthday singapore as well as my sister! (:

it is never too late right?i hope.. (:

2008-08-06T10:55:00.004+08:00

2 retards

NOman believe he can fly

group photo!

and the funny but not so funny one

desmond!

michelle!

nicholas!

NOman with extra michelle!

anyone with her will be retard except me!

heeeeeeee.
hooray.went gym-ing with cynthia after tennis on mon.
he release us damn early la.
its too HOT!
damn hot i tell you.hahas.
so after 40 mins den can go off already la.
idiot.
hmmmmmmmmm.
cause i nid to fa xie la.so i need to run!
and i tell u.
im damn hell fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.idiot.
but well.
its forever not enough one la.
cannot fa xie enough!!.
hurhur.
so i went home to tell michelle.
we shld go kbox for the 3 hrs beak during tue!
wahahahahahhahahaha.
and so we went.
once nicholas know that we going.
he wan to tag along too.
den desmond and NOman went too la.
so 5 person 3 hrs.
still ok la..
wahahahahhahahahhaa.
nice nice nice!
its fun la...
everyone so funny one.good good good.
shld go more frequently!!!!
heh.
welll.after ytd...
i fa xie fin already la.
good good good.
i wun tink abt it anymore.
and desmond is an idiot.cause he dun understand!
wahahhahahhahaha.
lalalalllalalllalalalalalallala!~
i'll be the happy girl once more.
hope so.*cross fingers*

i wonder when..i don't wish the truth to be the truth..

2008-08-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused

Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

Dear Diary,He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary

will you hear what i wanted to say to you all this time?

2008-08-01T12:23:00.002+08:00

"a sweet guy won't last.."

2008-08-01T12:16:00.002+08:00

hmm.at library now la.
i am suppose to do my web tut.but..
im not in the mood to do so.
and i dunno why.
things are bothering me!!!
yeah.
confirm.sad things.
pathetic problems..
and people are starting to sae that im emo.
i hate being said as emo.cause obviously..
im not.
erm.maybe i am.
but not purposely aso one right??
i dun wan to..
2 person.
same problem.
confusing matters!i dun wish to elaborate.
i dun wan to tink abt it again.
not anymore.
but well.
i know.i have to be strong.
in order to stay focus to study..
but i cant.
its bothering!its irritating.
ahhhhhhh.
i dun wan to be bothered by it.
please please.
help me.

i walk along the road and wonder when will you hold my hands and walk beside me..

2008-07-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

“I am just like the sun and you the flower.
I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom.
Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you.
But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you.
Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.”

2008-07-25T13:05:00.002+08:00

wahahahhaha.
im in lib now doing nth!
cause...
i hav to pei MICHELLE SITOH PEILING
till 3.
she got s&w at 3!
so...
im very nice cause i acc her la.
heeee.

ahhhh.forget it.nothing to post.
bye!~

sometimes love just cannot be controlled.i love seeing your smiles. (:

2008-07-13T02:16:00.004+08:00

ahhhh.
blog blog blog.
that's what i haven been doing!
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SULING! love ya.
things happen.
i dunno wat to do.im confuse.
really confuse.i dun wanna face it.
engmec retest makes everything worst.
i kept on pondering about what you are thinking.
but still,
i cant get the ans.i dunno how to.
im afraid getting hurt all over again.
i dun wan to.
what if its just all my wishful tinking?
could i accept it?
i dunno.i hope i can.
i hate listening to sad songs.
it made me think of him.it reminds me that i haven forget.
but im in the mood to listen to sad songs.
BUT!
i dun wan to cry.
i wanna be happy.
i thought by diverting,i could forget.
but sadly...i cant.i really cant.
i dunno wat to do.
but i really wan to let go.i dun wan to hold on any further.
but would u help?
would you help me?i wish u could.
i wanna tell you.
but im afraid.im afraid of getting hurt.
stop creating contradictions.i dun wanna know.
it makes me wonder more.
the more i think,
i feel more sad. =(

我只能永远读着对白,
读着我给你的伤害 .
我原谅不了我就请你当作我已不在.

what are you thinking?please tell me.please please please.

2008-06-29T17:15:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i keep feeling restless this few days!
i dunno why.
i can just stare into the blank like for
HOURS & HOURS!
i dunno wat to do la.
i feel so blank.
i just want to sleep the whole day long.....

will friends just remain as friends forever?

2008-06-27T13:06:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ok.long no post! =DD
after common test den 2 wks of hols le.
first wk nth lor.except went to FARMART wif BSS!
heeeeeeee.they are cute la.
i'll see them again tml!.
lalalalallalalalaallaa.
ok.so last wk....
mon went for 6B gathering!
of course BBQ again la.it was fun!
photos haven get from mr woo yet la.....
booo. =(
and dittaya is stupid!
ohoh!
mon went to watch KUNGFU PANDA aso la.
tue went to watch...narnia!.
thur went to watch you don't mess witht the ZOHAN!
nice nice nice.
its real funny la.i cannnot stop laughing.
and gary's laughter is very funny aso!.
whahahahahahhaa.
den we went cam whoring at merlion!.
heeeee.but the policeman doesnt wan to take photo wif us.
i tink not allowed la.sad la.
lols.
den FROM FRIDAY!
IM SICK TILL NOW!
one week already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gary's fault la.went merlion blow wind.will die one la.
booooooooooooo.
so i haven send them the photos yet.
the EMO fives' photo!
shuli,yeeteng,fangting,me and gary!
yeah.he's my jie mei.
who help me carry my guess bag arnd.
ex ok.dun play play. =DD
now at lib.
i went out of sch already den yalun ask me bck,
for project that need to pass up next fri!
den now no work done.
SOOOOOO.
i gt nth better to do den to blog!
lallalalallalallalallalallaallalala.
but im happy la. xD

finally finally finally finally!communication! (:

2008-06-12T03:03:00.007+08:00

OK!
so went to 'beyond social service' today.
played with the kids there
and brought them to farmart.it was fun la.
compared to home for the aged.
cause that time not much interaction.
zongling ps me cause she sick.
and hans went with the another grp.
well,
my kid partner was kinda not interested in the "lessons".
so well,
after that i helped him with the qns.
but sadly,he din get chosen to ans.
these kids are moving from queenstown to here.
so maybe will be attached to here.
its at sembawang,
which is 20 mins from my hse!
but i tink i would prefer teaching them.
they dun allow me to take shuttle bus from
farmart to cck mrt la.
cux dey scared i'll get lost.
wat sei. =(
so from cck go bck all the way to sembawang
den mrt back to yew tee...
waste time la.
watever.
the uncle gave us a pkt of eggs each and sugarcane.
its nice la.isnt it?heeeeee.

how would you feel if your parents & friends leave you one day?
that's how sad the kids would feel.
i pity them.
really.im grateful to have a wonderful family.
if only.....
they would stop fighting.
im grateful to have wonderful friends.
if only.....
they would be there for me when i needed them.
and if only....
they wouldn't leave me one by one.
im grateful to remember him forever and ever.
if only....
he cares abt me.
and if only...
our love didn't end.

this is where we started,

and this is whre we end.

-- and this is what i got. (:

i wish that our love did not end.i could not foget.but i am learning to let go.
-- 1& 1/2 years.

2008-06-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

This is what a father told his child

Just for this morning,
I am going to smile when I see your face
and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning,
I will let you choose what you want to wear,
and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning,
I am going to step over the laundry,
and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning,
I will leave the dishes in the sink,
and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon,
I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off,
and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles..
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once,
not even a tiny grumble when you scream
and whine for the ice cream truck,
and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon,
I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up,
or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon,
I will let you help me bake cookies,
and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon,
I will take us to McDonald's
and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys..
Just for this evening,
I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story
about how you were born and how much I love you.
Just for this evening,
I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
Just for this evening,
I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch
and count all the stars.
Just for this evening,
I will snuggle beside you for hours,
and miss my favorite TV shows.
Just for this evening,
when I run my finger through your hair as you pray,
I will simply be grateful that
God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
I will think about the mothers and fathers
who are searching for their missing children,
the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves
instead of their bedrooms,
and mothers and fathers
who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly,
and screaming inside that they can't handle it anymore.
And when I kiss you goodnight
I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer.
It is then,
that I will thank God for you,
and ask him for nothing, except one more day...

i wake up in the morning,
thinking what if my road has come to an end one day?
will my family feel sad?will they cry?
about my friends...?
will they cry or will they laugh?
will they hate or will they love?
and what about the one i love?
will he know one day about how i feel?
i dunno.
too much things bothering me.i dunno what to do.
i felt being a loner,
walking thru my life all alone,
no one to care,
no one to love.
i tink...i cant live without my friends.
i dun initiate.im shy..perhaps.maybe.
i dunno.
i watch a hk serial this few days.
its all about fate.
fate for 2 pairs of couples to meet and fell in love.
fate for them to confess to their partners on the same day.
fate that made them get tgt and seperate at the same place.
fate that made them exp a wonderful love story.
fate that their daughters were both born on the same day.
and their dads were born on the same day too! =DD
well.its just nice and touching la.
it made me cried la.
well.maybe come won't tink so la.
if interested go watch,
最美丽的第七天. (:

i wish that fate would bring us together...

2008-06-07T02:01:00.002+08:00

well ,well,well.
im bored la.i cant slp!cux my nails are not dry yet!
idiot.
i've doing this for so damn long.
i hate it man.
but well.
i tink it'll look better if i paint it
for the wedding tml la.
hahas.
happy wedding for my uncle and his wife then. (:
i hope i hope i hope.
i hope that tml will be a wonderful day!
whreby, of cux it dun rain.
if not!
its so terrible la.
booooo.
hahas.went to grandpa's hse to see if anything to help
just now.
den saw that there's malay wedding at the void deck
tml!woah.
lols.bless them den. (:
hrms.
gatherings are coming!cux its hols.
but well,
the pri sch gathering on 16june.
MI 13,15,16,17,18 june.
but not confirm when.
ahhhhh.i dun wan any of them to clash.
den sitoh sitoh.when we gg out huh?
i dunnno...
ahh.it sounds to bz la.i wan to slp la!.
nvm.im lazy.i know..
i dunno.and there' s 4/6 gathering.
its on 18 june.but well.
i hope nth will clash wif it.but must see gt who go first.
but nid to confirm on 10 june!
ahhhh.i dunno wat to do.
irritating.
well,i hope everthing turns out fiine.

i don't know what to do,im so tired of this.i don't want to carry on.
but you make me miss you more and more each day. =(

2008-06-06T02:54:00.002+08:00

WAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
im back!
im soooo happy la.i fin all my exam!
i passed my french dialogue!heeeee.
im good right????
say yes say yes!!!!YAY.
HAHAS..hrms....
but now hols le....sad.michelle shld know why. =(
hrms.
boring la.no sch=nth to do=boring.
yeah.and welll...heeee.
but yea.since its hols.must study already!
after sch reopen,after a few wks den exams le.
den learn new things.
so must study now the old things den can absorb new ones.
yeah.
must study liao lor.really lor.
dun play play.
really lor.i'll study one..... =DD
hope la.heh.well.i try la huh.
yeap.nth already.
BYEBYE!
holidays! =DD
i shall go out wif sitoh...okok?hahas.
(:

i love walking with you down the streets; with just only you and me. <3

2008-05-31T00:15:00.009+08:00

well.i've not been posting!

waahahhahhaa.

ok.not much thing thou....

that time went penang den din go sch.

den the toot engmec teacher showed everyone

that i din go sch cux i applied leave to go penang.

den i din go sch,

michelle aso din go.

but well, they said she influence me.

so is who influence who?

i dunno. =DD

ok.common test is coming.im getting stressed up!

eecad was suppose to pass up by 12am of thur

but i just pass up only.....

dead la.but well.who cares.

went for the re-presentation for CATS today so

i missed my EXTRA maths lesson

and i din do my quiz.so well.so wat.

i told my mum.she sae ORH. =.=

ok.i just hav to do better for common test den. (:

SO YEAH!

WORK HARD EVERYONE!

JIA YOU 1C2!WE CAN DO IT ONE. (:

LALALLAA~~~

ok.so had a few crazy photos with michelle that day.

oh ya.

CATS PRESENTATION.
its sucks la.it really does.

cux its a RE-PRESENTATION,the max marks i can get is D.

but well, ms zarina is kind enuf to giv me D+!

yay.maybe i too good.wahahhahha. xD

hrms.damn sad one la. =(

but well...

never mind!i'll work hard.

i'll work hard mama. =DD
lols.hrms.today i bring my hamsters back from xinhui!
wahhahahaha.

they damn active when they see me la.
wahahhahaha.

but i found MILIPEDES!

all thnx to xinhui,putting the cage beside the fish tank.

faggot.nvm.

but well.

THANK YOU CHIA XIN HUI! (:

okok.well.
nothing much.hav to go study already. =(
wish me good luck den everyone.
goodnight.
anw, cheer up KUKU! XD

THAT'S ALL. AU REVOIR.bonne nuit.

i fill my heart will your soul. je t'aime.

2008-05-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
lalalallalalallalalllaa.
i din go to sch today.not that
i purposely pon la.
BUT!
cause i woke up at 9 today!wahahhahhaa.
i tink i rmb waking up at 7.45
to switch off my alarm,and fell aslp AWHILE.
but when i wake up,
i realise its 8.56 already la.
wa lao.
damn toot one sei.
lols.
but if i go to sch,i'll reach at 10.
but well,im damn lazy to go.
so i din go in the end.
so,
after lesson,sitoh called me.
she sae lucky i din go!cux today's lesson end at 11!
wat the shit.
lols.really heng.
firstly,cause i dun wan to wear shoes to sch.
cause,secondly,im gg out later to shopping!
MY LEGS WILL DIE ONE!.
ok.so well,nice ending,i din go sch today.
but i bought nth much today either.
only a dorothy perkins pouch to put my mp3.
its really cheap la,$6! (:
i cant buy my everlast shoe....
cause the shop is closed for today,
they gt DnD tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhh.it will only open tml.
i see from outside,i so wan to go in to buy la!!!
well,i hope i can buy it on mon! =(
oh ya!.
and im gg to Villa francis home for the aged tml
to do spring cleaning and cca points.
but well,actually i dun really know gt cca points or not la. 0.0
hahas.i dunno.but i sorta like it.
hahas.maybe its crazy la...but well. (:
i hope it will be a fun day tml! (:

will we turn from strangers to friends and to lovers? =(

2008-05-15T23:24:00.001+08:00

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2008-05-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

well well well.
just gt back that damn engmec test.
i dun wanna see it.
cux i failed it.
i din study cux i din understand.
i din understand cux i din listen.
well.
cher sae.
cux michelle influence me.but i thought otherwise.
i wouldnt be influenced if i dun wan to be influenced eh?
well,
who to blame?
nobody la..
i'll be sure i get a better marks for u to see next time.
i can if i wun.
so u cant force me.
understand?
if u cannot understand den too bad la.
its ur problem wat.
not mine.
correct?you wun die if im the only one failing aso wat./
so wat?
dun care la.
thank you. (:

i was waiting there for you to come,but you ddn't turn up.

2008-05-14T10:33:00.002+08:00

everything ended when i was about to begin.

well well well.
sch is getting more and more bored each day.
i dunno why did i go sch for.
just gg there to sit and enjoy the aircon.
wasting my one whole day there?
i dun listen to lessons,im damn pissed.
i dunno wat to do. =(
haix.
i wish that im having holidays now.
not to go out.
but to rest at home.im getting sick.
i dun wan to.
im sick and tired of getting sick.
i dun wan to see doctor.
i dun wan to eat medicine.
i dun wan!!!!.
so well,
wat am i suppose to do?
drink more water la.
drink more water.
that's wat ppl say.
but well?
got use meh?
an apple a day keeps the doctor away.
bullshit.
watever.
im getting tired!!!!!!!!!!!
its boring.boring boring boring. lalalalalallalal~
=(

how i wish i could be brave enough to talk to you. =(

2008-05-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

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went to partyworld.
den drank abit.resulting me to
slp at only at 5.30 tis morning!
BOOOOOOOS.
well.
im alright.
i just check my mail.
and i received this......

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well,i hope i would win that much money too!!!!!!!!
woah!800,000,00 pounds Only.(Eight Hundred thousand Pounds Sterling)
which is like... $2,132,991.60
cool isnt it???
HEH.
but welll.i tink its fake ba. =(
dream on.
alright.i shall end.au revoir.

i only can sit quietly there and watch you attendtively.ilu...

2008-05-09T12:43:00.003+08:00

its FRIDAY!
means its off day for wkends.
tml is MAMA'S DAY!
i love you mummy!heh heh.
whoever read this.
be thank ful to ur mum that gave birth to you la.
after i type tt much ytd.
i felt better.really better.
i dun feel that sad already thou.
maybe well.
as weili says,
posting is good.throwing all the rubbish shits
into the post.
i do feel much better.
thanks for those who cared.
im well. (:
maybe ya.
i shld follow wat weili sae.
2 post per wk.
lols.that's like damn stupid la.
lols.
anyway,
THANK YOU THANK YOU.
thank you people.
loves.

i still want you to walk with me....

2008-05-09T00:25:00.006+08:00

sometimes,things just aint as easy as i thought.
friendship could last,
love is everlasting.
i've heard enough of this bullshits.
i dun wan to hear it anymore.
it doesnt apply to me.
well.
i thought.maybe i arent a very good fren.
i dunnno why.
ppl said.well,you shld go take initiative
to tok to ur fren,
but nth turns out to be fine.
i've had enough of this.
i dun wan to experience it again and again.
it's tiring.i dun wan to continue.
its just as irritating as you thought.
people think that we're really good frens,
so ending a 4 yr friendship is a waste...
but i dun wan it to turn out tis way too.
but sadly.
this is wat happens.
i just wan to sae:

MY DEAR FRIEND,

i've tried hard enough.
i cant stand tis anymore.
i dun wan the faking things to continue.
dun try to treat me kind when we're
sorta no longer frens.im sorry if you
tink i've not tried to accomodate to you.
i've really tried.you wun know how hard it is.
i can aso tink.you've not tried hard enough to
accomodate to me.but truthfully.we have
accepted each other.we had a 4-yrs of nice
friendship.thank you,my fren.
i've always tell people tis.no matter how bad
my friendship is with you.i'll not betray you.
whether you believe or not.i dun care.
its really not very nice to treat me like shit.
well.other than ~~HIM~~ ,you're my next closest
person to me.but when he left me.i still feel
loved by you!you stood by me to listen to me.
to lend me a shoulder to cry on.
maybe this may sound so damn gay.but well
i dun see what's the problem with it.
i cherish you as a best fren.
even you tink i treat you like shit.
i dun care.i may sae rubbish things.
but well.
i dunno how to express myself.
i sae wat i tink.you shld know that.
problems that probe us is not a problem.
cause we always have each other
to listen to.maybe well.
i dunno wat to sae.maybe you had enough.
but i dun think its nice to forget.
i dun like the way you treat me.
like fren not fren like that.
that's not the way.its hurts.
yes.i say.IT HURTS.
i dun care wat you tink.maybe u tink...
watever.i dun care.
this is all i have to sae.
bye.

well.if you tink its quite offensive to you.im sorry.i just have to say this.
_______________________

school today was alright.shitty things happen.
but well.
THANKS SITOH.
well.i dunno why.but i just want to sae
THANK YOU!.
dun cry dun cry.
i know you're touched.
heh.
french french french.
its tough for me.
im so stressed up.
I WANT TO TELL EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!
help help help help help!
haix.
then went for celebration for my sister's birthday!
good.
i quite crazy today.
i dunnno why.
maybe.......
IM TOO STRESS. xD

oh ya oh ya!i still want to thanks.....

*XINHUI.
*WEILI.
*JINYUN.

thank you people. (:

would you still be there for me?i wonder...ilu

2008-04-23T09:09:00.003+08:00

fine fine fine.
school's getting boring for some reasons.
physics and amaths to be retaught.
dman boring.
there's nth else to do.
except.....SLEEPING.
tis is not called slacking.but well.
resting.
gg to hav prac now on eecad.
but well,lessons haven start yet.cux...
i dunnno why. =.=
ITS BORING LA!!!!.
sometimes i hope i would forget.
forget abt unhappy stuff.
but it seems that i cant.
i really.thou i tot i hav forget but...i din.
i uesd to see sth and lead to sth that bring back the
unhappiness memories.
but well..
life just has to get on. (:

i miss you.

2008-04-06T11:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!!
wahhahaha.
i haven blog for damn long time la.
hrms...
foc 08/09 just end on 29 mar.
damn tired la.
it was long and fun!!!
ZETA PI ZETA PI.
CHERRY PI CHERRY PI.
well,
i din post cause i just came back
from JAPAN!
love it there man.
wahhahaha.
went wif my parents.
it was a wonderful exp la.
mt fuji was still full of SNOW!
it was cold there la.
6°C only la.
booohoo.
but it was damn tired.
cause camp finishes on 29 afternoon.
and i fly to japan on 29 night.
damn tired la.
cant wait for sch to start.
there's foc outing at sentosa today,
sad.
i cant go la!i know it only tis morning.
booo.
update soon.

do you remember the times we walk together?

2007-07-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

B.A.D-我的错

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不在迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气
不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心
还是爱你

我想再重来一下
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆

为何总到失去才懂得难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是因为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢流走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气
不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心
还是爱你

if i could whisper into your ears.i would tell you all that i could.

2007-07-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

it's long since i blog.
ppl was lyk asking me y.
so nw.
here i am.i blogged.
hrms.that's actually alot of things
that u've to sae.but it seems lyk.
its just difficult to sae.
i wan to sae.
but who's there to listen?
he's nt dere anymore.
and i tink i shouldnt
bother him anymore la.
hrms.
jealously always come into the picture.
but its unavoidable ya?
i dun wan to expect much frm others.
i just hav to tink.
i dun nid anything frm anyone.
i just have to be satisfied with wat i hav.
it doesnt matter wat others do.
i just have to happy.
i tell myself.
but will i listen?
i remembered.
everytime i cry.
he'll always be dere to care.to sae tt.
everything will be alright.
and just wipe the tears off for me.
now.
i can only hide and cry.
i've to learn to hide my face frm others.
no matter whre i am.sch or hme.
but see when im alone.
i felt so lonely.
as if.there was no one else in the world.
why do i always hav to wear a mask and face
ppl everyday?
could i just be a normal ger?
i should not bother wat is nt mine.
yes.on her day.
i was really sad.i noe i shouldnt.
i should make her feel happy.
when i face her.i've to wear my mask again.
i dun wan ppl to sad cux of me.
but why does tis always happens?

can you don't act like you care when u you actually don't?
help me wipe my tears and say that it'll be alright.

2007-07-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

Explore the world of Harry Potter!

2007-06-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

ITS BAD!
there's sch ltr.and i dun hav enuf holidays yet.
ytd was kinda down.
not really ytd.
but tis morning.before i slp.
tok to qinghe.hey dude.thnx. (:
hrms.went to pizza hut at JEC for lunch.
the service sucks!
salad only serve after pizza is serve.
when pizza came.drinks nt served.
we still have to ask them whre is our drinks.
dumb shits.
den my bro's pasta came after we fin everything
and decided to go.
idiot people.
well.my day din turn out well.
but it was alright after tt.much laughters.
shit.sch tml.i'll be the first to die.

HOMEWORK

-english assignment(done)
-chem
+chinese high paper 1(done)
+chinese high paper 2(undone)
+ngee ann paper 1(2 qns done?)
+nanyang paper 1(undone)
+nanyang paper 2(undone)
+2006 paper(undone)
+2005 paper(done)

who will accomapny me?lols.
fion,germain?
wahhahaha.we're buddies! (:
yea.
liars to be killed.
lies to be unheard.
memories to be forget.
things to be let go.
people to be known
things to be concerned.
friends to be cared.
family to be loved.
sweethearts to be cherished.
love to be kept.
o levels to be good. =D
knowledge to be learn.
questions to be asked.
that's all!

i'll let you slash my wrist and taste the blood.

2007-06-24T06:00:00.000+08:00

lols.see wat's the time now?
hahas.i not just wake up.
is haven slp yet.
llallalalalla.
idiotic things happening again.
but well.
let it go man.let it wash down the drain.
flow with the waters.
i'll blog again later.
im gonna slp.sayo. (:

give me your hands in the silent night.

2007-06-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

its thur again ytd.so went for tuition.
den rush bck all the way from
ten mile to meet chengliang for lunch.
when i actually had lunch
at ten mile.so dumb.
hrms.den germain came.
den went to 7-11.
we bought a big packet of chips.
super big gulp for us.
and chengliang bought a big big gulp.
preparing for our lesson.
den after lesson
after buy dinner den went hme.
today went out to study
wif suling and xinhui at bpp mos.
study quite long.
at least i did my work
den spending my time at home
do stupid things. =.=
wait for suling for damn hell long.
tok abt sme stuff.yeps.
after tt they went hme and i had dinner
wif family at the "sakura".
its a thai restuarant.but dunno y issit
called sakura.weird.
hrms.went hme.
and im tired. =(

its just a wonderful thing. (:

2007-06-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

why do everyone left me whenever
i need them.
i hate everyone!

let me be alone

2007-06-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

whenever i tried to accept.
i remembered how hurt would i get.
i backed off.
who understands?not even a single person
i guess.
im all alone again.
im in my own world.
i want to be loved too.
i want to be cared too.
but i dun wan to be hurt.
it happens again and again.
i hate it.

get away from me!

2007-06-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

hrms.i dunno how to sae tis.
mayb i shld just sae sorry.
some things are just not easy to sae.
do u understand?
i dun just spill my problems to anyone.
not even suling.
i bottled up my problems.
yes i do.
im sure anyone who knows me
knows that.
but cant u just understand?
i really dunno how to sae.
its not a one day or two thing
to get along with a person.
mayb u tink its not essential.
but that's wat i tink is important.

do you know how much i want to leave the world?

2007-06-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes i was tinking if lying
wud heal the pain.i realise.it just dun work.
i noe that things are meant to let go.
but sometimes.its really hard.
but.yea.there's no use aso wat.
it kills me to be sad for even awhile.
i hate the feeling.
i dun wan to feel anymore that im missing him.
im typing all this cause.
yea.IM SAD AGAIN!tt's so shit.
not only that aso huh.
not only him.everyone lies to me.
i hate it.y do everyone lie to me?
i dun wan to be hide from the truth ever again.
pass me the reality.
and get away the unwanted lies.
shut up.i dun wan to hear anymore.
i can trust no one.totally no one!
im all alone.
it might be good.i dun hav to act happy.
i dun hav to hear lies.
i dun hav to hate ppl.
i dun hav to get hurt.
i wun feel left out.
hav anyone thought about how i feel?
no.no one.
not even friends i tink.
wat's the prob with tis?
i dunno.i just feel alone.
mayb its just good to be this way.

i hate everyone.

2007-05-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

yay!ytd ytd de class outing was super fun!
love it.wahaha.we went to watch
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN.
went there by bus wif the gers.
and we're late!but nvm.few mins.
its alright.
after tt i & valentine took foto.

romance in the dark.love her! (:

den after tt went to plaza sing to eat.
tis outing was said to bring everyone tgt.
but we were separated la.
dumb shit.er.but ms lee went arnd to
the cliques to ask whre to eat.
decided to go food court.
in the end.all separated.dumb.
hahas.we ate wif ms lee.
den after tt germain left.
we shopped wif ms lee at heeren.
gary,shakira and darina came to find us.
hahas.ms lee bought junk food's clothes.
2 only and it cost $72!woah.
rich eh.hahas.
after tt.we went to take neos!

nice! (:

took bus home.yea.by the time i gt hme.
late already.so sian.
hahas.
so tired.and my head hurts.
yeps.i nid my panadol.
tt's all for the day.

TODAY!
had eng den maths lessons.
went to buy bubble tea during the break.

love is blind. <3

and union is strength.

its peace.

and tis i wat i and valentine gt.
bubble tea to get us thru maths lessons.
its boring.sitting there.
COPY CORRECTIONS.
idiotic.hahas.yea.
after tt piano lessons.
i bought TOFU!.
its cute.woohoo.love it.
hahas.
went to friendster just nw.
and saw sth.
somethings are just difficult to express.
you could treat it as if there's nth happening.
but wat u tink is different.
get wat i mean?nvm den.
oh ya.
during dinner after the class outing.
we were discussing abt some matters wif ms lee.
den yea.
the class is cmi.
tt's wat i can sae?
ppl show their "nice" sides.
with their devil horns hidden.beware.
u'll get hurt unknowingly.
ppl are jus wat they are la.they are selfish.
they are self-centered.
they do not care abt how others feel.
they could just backstab you although
they are friendly to you on the outside.
but can u read their mind?NO.NEVER.
so ur best friend is always urself.
cux u'll nvr betray urself.
u'll nvr hurt urself.
u dun backstab urself.
dere's no such things as FRIENDS FOREVER.
its just a pile of dumb shit.
dun believe it wat others saes.
cux its jus rubbish shit.
u hav ur problems.
share it to urself.as for others.
ppl hav their blog.
its their prob abt wat dey type.
its nt up to u to decide.u can comment.
but dun hurt them.
can u do tt?if u cant den scram.close the windows den.
its alright to critise the person.
but if the person dun change,
wat for care?
dun waste ur breath on dumb shit ppl.
watever it is.
fine im crapping.its up to u to decide.
wat wud u do if others treat u the same?
u hav no rights to sae other if u're doing the same.
so shut up.
u wan to read u read.
dun wan den get lost.
watever.
i dunno wat im typing den.
im gonna rest.

i think life should just go on.

2007-05-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

im sick and tired of the life without you.
but yes,i've to get use to it.
i'll get the it bck ltr.
i cant wait to read it thou.
but a feeling of happiness fills up my heart.
a heart tt has been emptied for mths.
shit man.my illness still nt getting well.
i hope it'll get well by wkends.
GET WELL TOO,EVERYONE!
a note will end it all.
a book will leave the memories.
a love will always remain.
and a thought will always be remembered.
rubbish tt im toking.argh.
oh ya!the stupid illness make me
dunno wat to do abt my chi.
i realised my chi sucks nw too!
i cant stop worrying abt how to get distinctions.
i dunno how to do any topics
that is given to me!shit hell.
forget it.im slping.nites.

i just want you to know how i feel and that i miss you.

2007-05-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

hrms.just thought posting some junk here.(:

firstly,this is my baby that i hav jux visited last last saturday

this is where she lives then.

i got this from someone at x-zone. (:
thanks a million.!

okay.today! my mum and sis wif my bro.
we went to eat suki buffet today.
i just went to the doctor today.lols. xD

then me as the very good sister bought this for my sister.!
it cost me a bomb!hahas.love her.

and last but not least.its my new darling.hahas.

its a female thou.think it'll be more fierce.

i miss the other one. =(

gosh.its so small that im scared i'll squash it. 0.0

its just another day on the road.

2007-05-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

its painful to noe the truth.yea.
so after a happy day.i became sad again.
i kept giving myself excuses tt i din see
him online is cux tt we are nt fated to be.
i kept lying to myself.
it was silly of me of cux.the more i lie to myself,
the more hurt i gt.yep.
nw i realise he really blocked me.
he din dare to tell me the facts.
so he rather block me.fine with it den.
of cux im angry.i scolded him and everything.
complaining abt him to others.considered indirectly scolding?
the more i scold.the more tears start to fell.
that's it.i cant stand it anymore.
is tis all i deserve?the pain that kills my heart.
you had walk so far away.leaving me right behind.
im scared..i cried.
who can bring me walk down the road?
the tears jux fell lyk nobody's business.
what am i suppose to do now?
let the tears flow till it dries or
let my heart bleeds to death first?
overcoming it is easy;
but letting myself die is faster.
yeps.ppl sae.studies is more impt nw.
i've to focus.of cux i noe i had to.
but if a person is to only tink of studies.
the person might die even faster.
so wat am i suppose to do now den?
i hurt my eyes by letting the tears flow.
i hurt my heart by letting my brain to tink of him.
i hurt my mum by nt studying nw.
so.that's it.ya?

so what choice should it be then.and what should i not hurt?

2007-05-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes life cud be so wonderful.
be loved by a person is really.hrms.
dunno?nice?hahas.
im still nt getting well yet!
and i refuse to go see a doctor.
its jux a waste of money.
cux it doesn't help eating tons of medicine.
hahas.im my own doctor.
hahas.someone told me tt laugher would
be the best medicine for me.
hahas.
mayb la huh.nt being sad is always
the best medicine afterall.
hees.
tt's the first
JOEY'S MEDICINE THEORY:
to stay happy. (:
hees.o level is getting near.
so i've to get well and get my a1.
yes.i can do it.muahahahaahhaa.
oh ya!i told my mum my results!
and her reaction is nt as bad as i tot.
mayb cux i gt my As.hahas.
im happy.im glad.im sry.i'll work harder.
mum,i love you.wahahha.
having As.i still hav my money.
wahhaha.smiles.

life is so wonderful with you around to make me smile;
but you're not here anymore.

2007-05-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes ain' to be taken granted for.
once u lose it.you start to cherish it.
its the human nature.
what else can we do?
we dunno when we'll lose our lives.
we dunno when we'll lose our love ones.
when they are gone,
we start to regret.regret that we din cherish.
ahhh.im crapping.nvm.
kae.today is friday.nth much den.
gt bck all my results.i still dunno to tell my mum or nt.
weird.haix.nvm.
next wk is hot housing!excited.yea.
whole wk chi.i love it.but jux tt.nvm.haix.
i gt a2 for prelim chi.
i hope i'll get a1.bless me huhs.
9 more days to o lvl chi!im scared thou.
but i jux hav to try my best.
i've to start study frm nw already.
i cant waste animore time on playing;
and on other things.
yea.gud results is all i gt to hav.yea.
i jux hav to work hard afterall then.
im getting superly sick.
having sore throat and fever since mon.
but better now.
nw i cant stop sneezing.tsk.
save me. =(

the past are so wonderful;but what will the future be?

2007-05-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

today..its a dumb day.yea.it is.

hrms.chi class.we were ask to bring wbk.
i the end we bring the wrng bk.when i gt

into the class.the first person i saw

is him.he was stnading in front of me.

next.it was damn hell hot today!argh.

i hate it.den after sch.it rain.

for wat hell use huh?

den i walk wif suling to yew tee.

den take bus hme.

when im on the bus.it stopped raining.

wth.and the worst is that.

the moment i gt off the bus.

it started raining heavily.like this.

what a sad thing it is

now now now.i jux read my old chat logs.

and yea.i went to rad our past.

abt how swt he is.

dere's no doubt abt tis.confirm.

all the promises that he gave me.

all the love we had for each other.

our quarrels.

haix.i miss that.

i keep tellling myself.

what?nt again.but it doesnt help.

i'll jux hav to accept that.

i cant forget abt him.

2007-05-06T10:10:00.000+08:00

my hamster died.
i was trying to disturb it.
it din move.
6 mths.it died.
i bought it when he is still there for me.
tears fell just the same way when he left me.

FOR HIM:

fate has brought us together.
love made us become couples.
but lies has break us apart.

FOR IT:

fate has brought us together.

you made me fell in love with you.

but death has taken you away from me.

2007-05-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

this is all i ever wanted.

2007-05-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

promise me that you'll still be

happy even after you read this.

2007-05-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

周杰伦-退后

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

嗅出我们的距离

一幕椎心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记

榨干了回忆

那笑容是夏季

你我的过去

被顺时针的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给的承诺

全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里带去

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

嗅出我们的距离

一幕椎心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记

榨干了回忆

那笑容是夏季

你我的过去

被顺时针的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给的承诺

全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给的承诺

全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里

the feelings will never disappear.

2007-05-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

finally.ss is over.i still hav hist to memorise.
dead.chem.emaths.amaths.phy.tt's all.
hrms.tis few days.things happen.
it screwed up my life.there's
things tt bothers.i dun wanna
tink abt it.
but i hav to.i shldn't leave it just there.
i've to sort it all out before things get worst.
but wat shld i actually do?sad things are
meant to forget;
happy things will den come.
am i suppose to sae tt?
but what if some things are jux difficult to let go?
things are nt meant to easy come easy go.
love is not meant to be hurt than forget.
love is blind.
and yes,of course it is.
all the things that u're doing is of course sweet.
but.
i dun wanna accept u yet.
im nt ready to get into another relationship.
do u actually understand?
im trying to forget.i dun meant to hurt.
it is a way out for both of us.
or rather sae.for me.
i know u care.you're really sweet.
u made me feel bad if i were to hurt you.
you might be good.
but im not ready to accept the love that you're giving me.
i wan to know u as a fren now.
getting to know you better.
i could sae that i just dun wan to hurt you;
but im actually being selfish.
im sorry.
that's what i've to sae to you.
i cant give you promises.
i dunno if being with you might be a good thing.
i just hav tis feeling that we're different.
i know i shouldn't sae this.
it has not started.
but please.sae i beg you.
can you please give me some time?
that's all i ask for;
that's all i wan.

im in the world of no where.get me out of here.

2007-04-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

Cinderella - Tata Young

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed
and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that
I wanted to be
Then one day
I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come
and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white
unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand
I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be
an equal thing
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come
and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come
and save me
On a horse of white
unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
I can slay my own dragon
I can dream my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come
and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come
and save me
On a horse of white
unless we're riding side by side
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come
and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come
and save me
On a horse of white
unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come
and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come
and save me
On a horse of white
unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

i dont wanna be like CINDERELLA!~

2007-04-27T17:50:00.001+08:00

ITS MT MYE today.ohh NO!

hahas.its scary kae.i tot i cudn't fin

at first.but thank god.I DID!phew.

hrms.its weekends tml.

i've time to study already.

isn't tt super good?hahas.

i've mo more things to sae.signing off!

TAKE CARE &

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! (:

all the best.

i remember the times when we're together.

times when we quarrel.

times when we face troubles together.

times when we smile.

but now,there's nothing left.

2007-04-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

hrms.today.was nth.wahhahaa.

I STUDIED CHEM.im guai.wahhahahhaa.

plan to go wif sis to JP.in the end.my mum,

my dad,my bro came along.we went to buy

my another sis' present.hrms.yeps.

bought sme other stuff.and of cux my things!

it dont looks lyk whre its frm.(:

and i finally fin my master pieces.

double happiness.i hope they'll like it.

thou is a lil ugly. :(

be my love addiction.

my masterpieces! (:

last christmas,

i gave u my heart.

but the very next day you gave it away.

this yr to save me from tears

i'll gave it to someone special.

2007-04-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

choir syf 2007 ended beautifully ytd.

they got silver.i was there with the choir

2 yrs ago.i rmb it clearly.the happiness was

perfect.but nw i din hav the chance to experience

it once more.i was happy for them.i rmb tt someone

said before that.ever since i left.the choir

became better.its realli depressing.my leaving of

choir really turn them better?seeing them

perform.i tot of the memories.the happiness.

the tortures.the trainings.the him who always

nvr fail to wait for me after my practice.

thou i wasnt really happy to be in choir.

but i still somewhat rmb.but i was nt rmb in their hearts.

i feel sme wat.sad?probably.if i had work harder,

wud everything be different.cud he nt leave me?

cud i nt leave the choir?cud i join ndp?

cud i join syf?and..cud i be happy?

i had nvr ben happy since the day he left.

but wat i can i do.nth.sry.but i cant forget.

i dun wan to hurt u.

i dun wan to make use of u.

i should be all my fault.

i've no one to blame for this.

i'll just have to stay in my own world.

2007-04-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

today is PFT!its scary lor!damn it.

i do until den i giv up.i bang my head on

the floor.and dere's a big bun.OUCH!.hrms.

den.im satisfied la.as long as dere's As.hees.

but sit and reach cannot make it.

2.4 cannot make it.so.so sad.hrms.

but suprisingly!my standing

board jump improve!hees.normally.

JUST PASS.today.first time-160+.

second time-183!i super duper happy!

hahas.wahhahahah!

18 incline in 15sec.

i drop dead on the floor.wif the big bun!

no one cares man.sad!

wahhaha.hrms.went online finally.yea.

at least i din appear offline.wahhaha.

came online tok to alot of ppl.yea.

sme things can only be done when time ripes.

yea.tt's wat i tink.studies shld be the one

i care abt nw.so.im sry.i dun meant to

hurt.i jux wan to do us both gud.

mayb its nt the best way out.

but is onli i can tink of.

im jux sry.tt's wat i've to sae.

i've my past to forget.

i've my studies to cope.

i jux wan to focus.and tt's wat it matters.

i realli cant forget.i miss the days.

2007-04-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

hrms.im feeling sick.my nose itch!hahas.

hrms.ytd zahid sent me hme again.

kind of him?hahas.and sme ridiculous

stuff happen.its jux smeone telling me

sme ridiculous things.hahas.

hrms.today nth much happen.

zahid sms me to tell me

that he cant send me hme cux

he gt training today.hrms.all the best

to him den.still gt competitions gg on.

tt's shld be very tiring.yea.hrms.the

KHOR is super irritating!cant stand lor.

argh.wonder how my physics will end

up to be.so irritating.nth much

happen today.so yeah.

nth already. =)

it takes a min to fall in love wif a person;

but forever to forget.

im sneezing.are u missing me?

i thank you for all you had said.

u cheered me up.

thanks alot!

Rascal Flatts - Stand

You feel like a candle in a hurricane

Just like a picture with a broken frame

Alone and helpless

Like you've lost your fight

But you'll be alright

Chorus:

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend, till you break

Cause its all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad you get strong

Wipe your hands shake it off

Then you Stand, Then you stand

Life's like a novel

With the end ripped out

The edge of a canyon

With only one way down

Take what you're given before its gone

Start holding on, keep holding on

Repeat Chorus

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend, till you break

Cause its all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad you get strong

Wipe your hands shake it off

Then you Stand, Then you stand

Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

Repeat Chorus

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend, till you break

Cause its all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad you get strong

Wipe your hands shake it off

Then you Stand, Then you stand

i love tis song! (:

2007-04-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

hrms.its another day.yea.wat i always sae?

haven been posting over the wkends.

i've been slacking.my grandaunt

jux past away.den being dere during

wkend nite.but all THANKS

to someone.im nt bored.thanks!

hrms.today.i feel sad.yea.sad.

i seems lyk everyday will sad de.i dunno y.

i feel useless.i was once "clever" but nw.

nt ever.she's disappointed.but i dunno wat

to do to make her gain trust in me again.

i wish i can pay attention.i wish i can

score well.but wat's the use when i

onli sae it n nt doing it?i dunno wat to

do.i tink she doesn't care abt me.

i tink she gave up on me.i dunno.

today had oral.i tot ms lim.

i'll face lifestyle prob if i go

japan.in the end i dunno wat

prob will i face.lols.so lame.im still sad.

but at least dere's someone to care.dere's

someone hu's dere to comfort me.thank you.

lols.zahid.u owe me something too.dun

forget.hahas.

i wish that you are still

here to care.

but actually your shoulders are

no longer there

for me.

2007-04-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

hrms.its finally friday.went to sch

eyes was swollen.i dun wish to explain y.

but seems lyk no one realise.

so forget it.today during maths lesson

i was crazy.i laugh until i cry.lols.den

i call jesper PEABRAIN den he tell

darina i call her PIGBRAIN.hahas!

band ppl were sad today.hrms.

but no matter wat.

CHEER UP PPL!

its friday the 13 today!

spooky.so tis is wat happen.

after sch.we went to staff rm.

den i was telling germain.

wat if a teacher din bring their pass

den how?how dey enter staff rm?

den a teacher came.he cannot go in.

cux he dun hav card.lols!

den we heard mr a.NG call mr a.TAN.

den we sae mayb dey gg to eat ltr.

den we went to food court.dere came

mr NG n mr TAN!i sae if dey sit near us.

i laugh.den dey sit 1 table away frm us.

lols!den we were saying abt mr chew.

den mr chew walk into to food court

to join the other 2 teachers.isnt tt.

weird?hahas!

den he went to mac to sch ppl.lmao.

den we sae.ltr rain heavily how to

go hme?den after we eat fin.it rain heavily!

lols.wat a..surprising day i wud sae.hahas!

as days goes by,

i try to force myself to forget abt u.

i kept telling myself its over

& dere's nth more i can do.

2007-04-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

today.im sad.i failed my chem & amaths.

depressed.nth better to do.

today went hme.on the way down.

zahid called me.he sae he walk me hme.

lol.weird huh.but he realli did sae tt.

hahas.he sae he walk me to yew tee

den i treat him duck rice.lols.

started toking n stuff.i tot he was kidding.

den walk till yew tee.i tot he gg to eat.

in the end.he realli accompany me

hme.its been long since anybody

accompany me hme.hahas.

den he walk bck.lols.

he sae he too free.cux he hav to stay

bck for training.

GOOD LUCK TO RUGBY!

den he went bck to sch.

i felt smeone pull my bag.it was my

dumb brother.hahas.tt's all.! (:

if time cud ever go bck,

i wish i wud cherish u more.

if time cud ever go bck,

i wish tt time wud stop,

so tt i can love u ~~forever~~.

2007-04-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ESTER SUNDAY!

went to shao mu at guang ming shan.
wahaha!went to buy my sis' ipod at wheelock.
she finally bought it.so she veri happy!
when we went to far east shop.
im happy!i bought a necklace!

nice~wahhaha.i saw the ring too.

my sis sae i'll be looking lyk a crazy if i ever buy it.

sad.i'll love anione who buy it for me!wahahha!

den went to eat and stuff.

after buying ipod i was lyk mood swing.

but after buying the necklace.i was happy!

hahas.tt's all for today. XD

i wish the reason for me to smile

is you.but is jux a dream.

a dream tt will always remain

as a dream

2007-04-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

ARGH!im super suay today!

today's EARTH DAY was fun.woots.

i & gremain reherse alot of time.sec 3 go

dere zuo bo lor.dun wan to help.crap.

we went on stage.present.we ruin the game part!

mr moose came to e rescue.super malu.

played the game again.im sad.

dey sae we cant b heard.muffled.

but none of dem tell us when we present.

wat's the use of telling us after we fin?

hazel's stead came.i see dem.

i tot of sth.i tink its obvious.

so forget it.

den went to causeway to walk.

pasta mania forever taste good wif CHEESE!

after tt we went to take neos.

ME!GERMAIN!JIAYI!MINGSHU!WEELOON!

nice~

den buy dinner went hme.

on the taxi.i found the person giv me 1 pkt less!

argh.$6.80 fly away.

den nw.i realise i lost my clip!oh no!

im super sad today!haix.

i remembered the

familiar back.its getting

further away frm me.

but i want it come bck.

i miss...

2007-04-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

hrms.i've tot thru abt it.dere's no

more reason for me to hold on animore.

tis OVER.totally over.although its being

abt 4 mths.i shldn't hold on ani further.

i've suffer enuf ans tt's it.

no more pain;no more tears.

MYE is coming and im dying.

tml hav to go WRL!excited!

presenting abt EARTH DAY

to the kids.fun~but to 6-7 yrs old kids

are scary.for dunno wat reason.but

i LOVE IT!

yeps.i found many things in life

tt cud make me happy.so i shldn't stop

here right nw.

i've a long way to go.

u're still in my heart and mind.

but let's see when time goes by.

mayb i'll jux forget.

but nt the love for u.

2007-04-01T02:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

hrms.today.nth much actually.went to JP

my sis went rebond her hair.den we

went to watch 23 while waiting.nice show.

yep.sme sort lyk hide and seek.the person

wrote a book abt the number 23.tinking

tt he's actually haunted by tt no.he went insane.

wrote the bk.den commit suicide.but din die.

den send him to mental hospitial.he lost his

memory.his bk was published.den he read tt bk.

he realise the author understands him alot.

den tot he's aso haunted by tt number.

he went arnd to find the author.in the end.

he realise is he himself.quite a sad story at the

ending.made me wanna cry.after tt we went

kbox.it was.er.how to sae?nice.frm 7 until nw

jux reach hme nt long ago.i was quite emo after tt.

den refuse to sing n stuff.i realise.i tink abt

him again.i noe it was silly.but i jux cant help it.

memories of us jux keep rushing bck into

my mind again & again.day & day.

jux lyk the number 23.hahas.be haunted by it.

i realise i cant forget abt

u at all.its my mind

and u cant stop me frm

missing u

2007-03-31T02:59:00.000+08:00

its a new life.its a new day wif new hopes.
tt's all i can get.life seems empty without him.
i realli wan to noe his reasons.flashing bck.
i was real childish.and wat i care most is
FRIENDSHIP.
but wat abt nw?i feel lifeless?feelingless?
i dunno.i only know everytime i see him.
i became emo.ya.mayb.tt's the word.
but all the time actually i tried to be happy.
but.friends.

and tt's wat we shld be.and always be.
i dun tink there's a second chance animore.
i wan to hear the truth from him.i wan.
i asked before.i dunno if he really understand.
but tink he do.he daren't reply.so wat am i
suppose to do?just treat nth has happen?ya.
tt's it.i wan to start my life all over again.

i once thought u are my everything;
but nw u're just my friend;
i still cant forget the love i hav for u;
sry.but i love u.

dere's no such thing

2006-06-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

dere's no such thing call friends
forever..friendship does nt last..
indeed..it hurts as ever..its jux
sme crap stuff tt's gg on..dere's
nth called perfect life..nth cud b
prefect..nth cud ever turn put to
b e wae u wanted..eveything hurts..
even losing a fren..ever yrs of
friendship..it may b nth..but it seems
serious to me..fer losing a fren?i
dunno y..but i always seems lonely..
nth cud b solve easily huh?nt a small
thing..ppl r leaving me cux mayb of
my stubborn character?or my foul
mouth?i dunno..i jux dunno wat i am..
n i dun wan to noe..it cud b jux tt
terrible to face sth lyk tis alone..its
hurting..but when im facing i myself..
does he even care?i dunno..n i dun
wan to..i dun wan to b hurt animore
again..i wan to b a happy girl..im jux
selfish..i noe tt..n i realli do..i always
mind on how others look at me..n
wanted to change fer a better person..
but i tink i jux cant..its tough to b a human

its jux another dae

2006-06-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

hrms..smetimes..life can b complicated,
n u can b easily irritated too..sme things
r jux unstoppable..u cant stop it frm
happening neither can u rush things to
happen..its jux b called as..i dunno wat
la.. sme times..but dunno y..i cud b easily
irritated by sme ppl..being affected by
how others write n even thinking if dey
were refering to me..it cud b terrible..
real terrible..n once things happen..i
cud nt stop it but jux stay aside to
let it happen n let my tears fall, let
my anger get over me..can things jux
stop at all happy moments..without me
to hate anione?nt even having hatred
btw everyone..it cud jux b irritating..
so damn bloody irritating..wat wud
actually happen if u tell e person rite
in front of him/her tt u hate dem?wud
dey change to a better person? wud
dey ignore n hate u bck or wud dey jux
ignore?wat wud happen if u tell a person
how bad he/she is..how wud dey den
react?hide aside n cry?tell others n c if
dey tink e same?spread rumours abt tt
person?hate tt person or jux pay no
attention to it n treat as if nth hav
ever happen..how irritating can humans b?
having all types of diff moods...hating or
loving ppl..irritating character..i jux cant
understand a single things..
irritating!

2006-05-29T18:02:00.001+08:00

I'VE BEEN TAGGED

hrms..tis is a tagged game..
fer e matter of fact..
``e tagged victim hav to come out with
8 different points abt his/her perfect lover
``mention e gender of his/her perfect lover
``tag 8 other victims to join e game& leave
a comment on their blog
``if u're tagged e 2nd time..no nid to do it again
``have fun doing it =D

my perfect GUY shld b **

-nice
-laughable
-understanding
-joke-able
-outgoing
-caring
-humorous
-great listener

its jux another dae

2006-05-21T06:04:00.000+08:00

[joey]

its another dae..finally when e
exams r over.. another wkend..
staying at hme..thinking of him..
nt much to sae..but things nw..
seems weird..watever things tt
could b bothering me.. dere's no
one else to sae to animore.. i cant
trust animore ppl..i jux cant do
animore things..to get me out of
tis troubles..its jux a terrible feeling..
real weird..left 1mth n 28 daes..
when will tis dae ever cum..failed my
a maths again..how terrible can tt b?
omg..i jux cant pass it or watever..i
jux dun want o tink of animore things..
i jux wan to b alone in a place..n cy out
loud..let go of all e pain n tears..let go of
all e troubles..leaving tis world peacefully..
i dun wan to tink animore..i miss e days
tt friendship was reali gud..i miss yong
heng zhi xing..it was wonderful..
but dunno wth happen to it..saddening..
cux of one person..e whole friendship
was over.. i miss e days..when me n
him was gud..i cant disagree tt tis yr
was bad too..mayb..we're realli better..
but it dere to sae?no one..onli us.. i really
do miss him ani moment i dun c him.. <33

she loves him

2005-12-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

-*-jOey-*-

life tis daes seems meaningless to me..
nth seems impt at all..my life is totally
empty..it looks lyk i've jux lost everytin..
totally everythin..ending it would b better..
everyone taught me to tink positively..but
how can i actualli do tt?losing impt things of
ur life n u still can tink positively..mayb others
can..but me is me..i jux cant..talkin things out
helps..but..wat will happen fer e next few daes?
e next few mths..nth can last..tt's wat i tink..
tt's wat i can onli tink..typing all crap thoughout
e nite..havin e blank clear mind..next yr 2/5'o5
gg to break le!!!argh!!sad sad sad..last yr of
evolution le..sad..wat will next yr b?wat will
happen..unsolve..dunno..wantin to lead a
happy n wonderful life wif a happy she n a
happy him..*sweet*..a him tt cares fer she..
a him tt loves her..a him tt will b dere when
she's sad..when she cry..a him tt will nt make
her sad..jux a him n a him..*yawns*..slp le..
nitex nitex..*mwahs

todae..a happy dae..

2005-11-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

**Joey

at hme slackin all e wae..LOL...nov hols..
one word to describe..BORED..online
bought alot of stuff..yahoo auction..real
lots of tins to buy..nt ex after all...sme
more can save transportation fee to go
orchard buy.. nt bad deal yea?ytd went
to buy books..damen lot sei.. den nth else..
hahas...wed went to sch..i go 3/6.. hm..wat
abt tis class..?nth to sae..den later went to
SP fer concert.. ok ok concert la..everytime go
concert normally wear jeans n tee nia..but ytd
wear veri nice..lol..so we intend go take foto..
but no time.. so i brought my cam out..BUT..
tis stupid stupid me... FORGT TO CHARGE
MY CAM!! argh.. nvm..den after concert..
we went to toilet to zi lian.. lol..wo men shi
yi qun zi lian kuang worx..still nt enuf..
den we went to lot 1 to eat den go take
foto..how can we waste tis chance..wear so
nice den no take foto.. cannot cannot..hee..
N E FOTO VERI NICE!!i lyk it alot..
wahaha..nt a bad dae after all too..

end of choir camp!!cryy

2005-11-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

**Joey

jux fin doing choir de blog..so nice!!!end
of choir camp le.. *cryys* ..e nite walk
damn fun sei... on first dae of camp.. 9
o'clock sch sch..we stayed in 2/1.. at e
haunted blk..scary sei...haix..we played
games..lots of games..veri fun..our grp
call e MIGHTY SPIDERS!! "mighty
mighty mighty spiders cuming out to
fite..down came e rain n we wun b wipe
out.. out came e sun n dry up all e rain..
n e mighty mighty spiders fightin all e way..
HEY!!"..tt's our cheer...hooray!! frm incy
wincy spider de.. LOL!grp quite fun la...
hee..playin all those water games after tt..
we all mostly wet!!hahas..fun dae..den at
nite.. b4 our nite walk..we were watchin a
korean show.. "my tutor fren".. damn nice
show..we really enjoy it..follow by our nite
walk.. its real scary though..but fun..grp by
grp we went..we heard lots of screamings
b4 we go..we were scared..den zheng yang
was e one behind leader who was kenneth..
at e end..cheryl n yanshan was seperated wif
us.. we heard their shoutings..hahas..den after
tt it was mine n suling's turn le..e remaining
of our grp ppl proceed on until dey reach e
parade square..while we were brought into e
BOYS' TOILET!!we were to stand in front of
e mirror n kenneth n one of e seniors pull out
our bandana..issac n junan hide under e sink n
pull our legs..n i kick issac..LOL! e nite walk
made lots of ppl shout..endin up wif ppl
complaining abt us..LOL..fun dae..everytin was
realli fun.. next dae wake up..we plae
CAPTAIN'S BALL WIF PAPAYA..
lol.. our grp n e other grp lost..so we hav to clean
e bball court full of papaya..e cleaning process
most fun..basketballers!!u all mux thnx us fer
cleanin e bball court..hee..though we lose fer
overall..we enjoy it..everytin was fun..everyone
gets a prize.. endin a happy camp fer everyone..

wat's my mood todae...

2005-11-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

[[``Joey_]]

hm..i dunno wat's of me nw..long time

no post le.. hm..he jux came bck..it's a

gud thing he came bck in one piece..but

when he tok to me..i dun seems to b

happy at all..y..?i dunno.. wat am i

tinkin..?i dunno..i really wan to noe.. i

keep dunno abt wat i tinkin..but hu actualli

can.. other den me..i dun even tink a single

person in e world actualli understand me...

ppl keep sayin i mood swing..n dun lyk it..

i dun lyk it myself too.. wat's e matter..?!

i dunno..i realli dunno..sayin dunno is wat i

ask suling nt to do..but im doing e same thing

too!! i understand nw how difficult can it b to

actualli try understaning fer even jux a sec..i

dunno wat i lyk... i duno wat i thinkin...i dunno

y i wan to hate u fer a min.. n wanted u by my

side fer e next min..wat's tis?!attention?? i dunno..

i simply jux hate myself..u asked me..will i realli

miss u..i said yes..but wat's realli in my mind?am

i realli tokin frm e bottom of my heart?i dunno..

puzzled..unsure... i dun wan to tink animore..i

jux noe how to cry.. is tt wat i can onli do?

LONG TIME NO C U ALL LER!!

2005-06-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

23 JunE'05 issh Jasmine & Jocelyn low

de bade..den todae oso gt 6B'03 class

gatherin!!heehee..damn fun..heehee..hm...
todae damn fun..but..we playin catchin..

den mr woo no plae..sho sad..he go hme..

hmm..he didnt enjoy himself?? awww..haix..

but wish he would..YTPS CLASS 6B'03..WE
RAWKS!!!we are a bunch of naughty

students under a veri farni de cher..when

it cums to work..we are real hardworkin!!

heehee..noes when to plae n when to study

de..we veri "guai"..?yar..hahax..hmmm..=p..

we're some sort of united..?hahax..yar..realli

de.. tt's y we rawks!!heehee..hm..plae catchin..

den after tt plae others to finish up e food..c..

we united rite??plae until damn late..but we

still help to clear up e stuff together.. so sad

tt nort all are here..ppl present:

``Mr woo
``Moritza
``Natalie
``Chu LinG
``Ruth
``Ningxin
``Gabrielle
``Wen Qin
``Jia Min
``Sherlyn
``Jasmine Low
``Jocelyn Low
``Audrey
``Teng Teng
``Yee Teng
``Maycee
``ME!!
``Dittaya's sis(oops~~dunno how ta
spell her name..heehee..=p)
``Dittaya
``Tian Jun
``Zheng Yang
``Aaron
``Yong Yue
``Yun Xiang
``Kah Heng

WE RAWKS!!plae too much ler..too sleepy...
hahax..dittaya n kah heng eat a lot of fishball while
playin e game..hahax..**yawnx**
slp ler..nitex..=P

hmmm..long time no post le...

2005-04-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Nw is already in 2005 le..n e last post

i hav is lyk...hmmm.. 20 dec 2004!!!

omg!!!tt's long time ago worx...hm...kk...
nw is 24 le worx...hmmm...finally e

dae im waitin for cum le!!! my bill...

hm..me over until cant liao...cuz of

SOMEONE!!! kk...nt entirely his fault

oso...hmmm yesterday which has nt
pass for veri long...we went to causeway

wif Qing He..HuiYi... SuLing...Jessica

n ME!!!kk...we at first say wan go dere

study n we really go dere to "study"...

hm...hahas...no place to sit den we go to

e highest floor which is e children's place

to "study"...geex..weili came..we went to

pasta mania...den e guys went to mos

burger...hm..kk...me some sort of ignore

Qing He... den he abgry or sth....he went

off...den we after tt...we went walkin...
den weili horx...kns de...suddenly ps us...

he say he at hme when huiyi called him..

sianz..nt long after tt...went hme lorx..

haiz...some sort of happy to sad n sianz de

dae...haiz...hm...nt much to sae..YA!!! i

change me blog skin...geex..e previous one

too long le...den decide veri long...today aka

yesterday finally change le...hmm..kk...slpin le..=P

X'mas is cumin!!!=P

2004-12-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Hohohohohoho...merry x'mas is cumin...

argh...so happy... i gt my new mp3 le...

hahahahahahaha....SO HAPPY!!!!but
very troublesome oso...coz leh nid to

buy presents...tis year the most one lor...

coz we havin x'mas dinner on x'mas eve...
hehehehe...then yeye cumin then big aunt

oso got cum... so happy...nice sia...sure one....

=p...BUT...nid to buy more presents!!!got

mummy la...daddy la...da jie & bf...er jie &bf...
san jie ah...lao di la...tako and dino la...piano

cher la...n of coz!!! our 4 de exchange present...

tink will be very fun...tako and dino tis year

celebrate their first christmas wif us...they juz

born tis year...anyway...dey r my dogs!!!

KAWAII!!!cute sia...but... very very very

troublesome to tink of presents!!!soooooooo
diffcult!!!then tis year we'r going to celebrate

my grandma(mum side) b'dae on x'mas day....

she's born on x'mas day!!!!so gd....nw holidays...
can be quite sianz oso leh...nth to do...juz fin

doing the cleanin at hme... so tirin....luckily no

more....lol....if not i going to die...yeh next week

go bugis then can fin tinkin of those presents

le....sooo happy....yeh.... end of year go malaysia

with grandpa(dad side)can go play le...so long
no go le...coz dad go outstation....so busy....came

bck frm bangkok yesterday onli...so busy...today

went to the idiot concert...waste $$ and time...

so sianz...make me wan to slp....but the songs

after the break one better...not so sianz...SYC

somemore leh...but own opinion...dey sing not

very gd lyk tt leh...but actually ok ok la...=p....

not tt bad... but shld be sure better than our

sch choir ba...lol...aiya dunno la... dunno which

one gd...~yawnz~nitez....

haha...edit le so many le...still so lan....*sigh...

2004-12-09T04:41:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Yesterday went to friendster then found chon mum's blog...
then today go see...it's actually le yuan...so nice...but i tink he
sure copy one...if u wan to noe y....go see his blog and listen
till the end of the song...but it's a beri nice song!!!actually
wan to go out but suling sick le...then nw on the fone with
xingwei...then dunno wan to go out or not...sianz...until
nw still dunno wan to go out or not...coz she gen ta de bro zai
cao jia....zhen shi shou bu liao...chao dao ban tiao ming ah...
change le mine skin for dunno how many times le...still
dun looks rite coz use my com can't see then my other frenz
say can see...*sigh..oso dunno wat's happening...sianz...but nw
change to tis one hor...can le...but after doing some changes...
*sigh...DUNNO WAT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nid to ask someone
for help le!!!*sigh ...*sigh...*sigh...

hehehehehehe....

2004-12-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Hoho...christmas is cuming...acyually not...im mad...
too mad...haha....juz fin my ice skatin' competition...
not very e gd actually....haha...but i did my best...i tink..
haha...=p...aniway...i got 4 of them is last la...and 1 first...lol
it's actually the games..hehehe...gd in tt i tink....=B...juz
got bck frm camp....choir one...FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
extrem lor...BEST AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hoho...then mi com ok le...
SO HAPPY!!!!=)...nw can play maple le...i no high lvl...coz i
juz started...n tt stupid delwin 35 leh...he's gd lor...still say
himself not gd...he sai lor...idiot...yesterday is fifi's b'dae n tmr
xing's one...but unable to help them celebrate coz i busy n su
having fever...then i told them next week lor or tis sat....
muz see first...holidays le sumtimes gd sumtimes not gd...
not gd coz very sianz n can't see frenz...gd...of coz NO HW!!!
n can play...no nid study...i so happy tt i no retain...hehe...
OMG!!!i wan to die lor...sly lose leh...taufik win...no matter wat
others say he sing good or not...i oso dun care liao...coz it's my choice..
lyk fifi...xing n su lyk taufik...it's their choice...there no way we
can change one's view...ong lor...i tink today i type lots of rubbish
leh...=]...aiya...heck care la...recover enough for my maple character
to fight again le la...haha...SYLVESTER RAWKS ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=p

No sch today worz...

2004-10-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

ha ha...happy lor...today no sch coz got the graduation day thingy lorx...
atualli supose to wake up early to study...but temtation for mi to change
my blogskin...n change song too...gui ji is a very nice song hor...*sigh...
nw our sch still haf exam leh...unlyk other schs...finish le leh...so gd rite???
dunno y our sch one a start soooo late...ha ha...nvm...got time study wat...
mayb tt's wat the principal tink ba..ha ha...nw the subject i fear most,
history finish le...ha ha...happy lor...i nvr study hme
ed...so dunno will pass ma...ha ha...wish can lor...next mon is sci and lit le...
no easy oso ba...ha ha....nw tink our 4 de friendship getting better le...at
least we tell each other our secrets...isn't tt at least better???oso tell each
of them our prods...for mi...i felt better afetr telling them my probs...
they console mi...help mi tink of solution too lor...nice frenz of my yeh???
ha ha...but mayb there is still some probs bothering mi...but...i dun noe wat...
unable to tell them when i dun even noe the prob wif mi...mayb i noe
wat but i am ju escaping frm the facts ba...by telling myself i dun noe wat had
happen...mayb tis would b better if i dun tell them...i am sorry gals if i suddenly
got angry over sth...as you all noe...i am short-tempered wat rite???coz mayb u all
said sth wrong but juz tt you all dunno only wat...kk???sometimes you all juz leave
mi alone lor...but i really thanks you all for cheering mi up...sometimes i really feel
better..ha ha...without you all...i might always be living in a life full of misery...coz
of some reasons or wat so ever ba..kk...end here le..muz go study le...wish everyone
of you out there...GD LUCK...get gd grades and let's b in the same class again lor...
Frenz 4eva...(*)(*)

*sigh...there's is nth i can do...

2004-10-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Things are getting frm bad to worst nw!!!Wat am
i suppose to do...without telling the others???Nth
can be solve one lor...Last time is Anqi and nw is
Fion...Why is there always tis type of friendships
happening around me???WHY???and always
my friendship broke coz of tis problems....Examz
are cuming near...and i am really very scareed...
afarid of getting bad marks again...HOW???
I've already lost all of confidence...since CA2...
It 's a scary 1 lor...my grades ALL drop until dunno
lyk wat sai 1 lor....and my english...wu hua ke shuo
le...since my sis whu is teaching mi previously...
is working nw...there's no 1 to help mi le lor...
how miserable...*sigh...i reali wish tt my grades
won't drop for the end of year again...i'm reali
scared tt i'll retain...HOW???if i don't reali study hard
...i'll sure fail one lor...espically my history lor...
1 of my worst....nw no more choir le...miss it so much
sia....but no choice la...exams cuming le ma....*sigh...
I reali reali reali wish tt our 4's friendship will remain...
(Fion...i'm sry if i type anything wrong...very sry...
but i tink it is beter to tell the other two lor...there's
lot of secret tt u all forbide mi to tell but i tink it is better
to tell so tt our friendship can be better then ever...k???)
I wish tt my exams will be gd too lor!!! ;-)

Early in the morning nth to do!!!

2004-08-29T02:34:00.002+08:00

[Joey]

Yeh!!!Althought atually i haf to pass up my
hw to my sis yeaterday,i didn't...n i slept...ha ha
and early in the morning nw...i didn't do my
work again...ha ha...coz no one woke up...
so they oso dunno...so don't care...ha ha...[yawnz]
actually intend to plays sims...but my stupid bro
don't lend mi...then my own com still can't go can't
inernet...so i use my sis's...then juz nw create a doodle
board liao...coz tt time suling uses xingwei's e-mail..
to help mi make...but xingwei never go check...so i use
another one to make it myself lor...but i tink it looks...
UGLY!!!my colour combination not so gd!!!ha ha...then i
veri stupid to send the msg for 3 times leh...ha ha...how
stupid of myself...ha ha...so i haf to go delete it away lor
...so troublesome... :p...yesterday...is veri sad...
first it tt yesterday's bball match...our sch loses...
sobx....but nvm tt they haf tried their best!!our sch's
bball is great!!!ha ha...the 2nd thing nw is worst!!!
*sigh...some stupid idiotic problems cums again for
our friendship again...*sigh...when can there be no such
prblems again???PEACE PLS!!!i wan all of us to be as gd as
ever!!!i don't to see each other be sad again...maybe coz
of mi???Am i really the main fault???shoould i be blame???
Wat should i do...For godness sake...Anqi can you pls don't be
angry if you read my blog????Pls i beg you...

...*sigh...post blog again liao...

2004-08-26T06:04:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Todae ah...my dad's b'dae lor....then sianz lah...
can't stay long...muz be home by 6...coz we going
out to eat...but gd oso wat...ha ha...*sigh...todae hor
all 5 of us not sae veri happy todae leh...Why huh???
maybe ah...eh...not veri sure oso actually...ha ha...Anqi
not say veri happy todae...Fion ah...angry wif suling lor...
can't sae wat happen...i ah...eh...dun sae...then poor suling
& xing wei haf to cheer us up lor...sainz lah tml got History
and Chinese test lor...SIANZ!!!dunno muz study until wat
time liao...still got the stupid art work...What would you do
if ppl kept calling you a stupid name...wat would you do???
maybe tt's why i'm angry wif suling and xingwei todae lor...
Some times i tink lah...tink onli ah...Anqi sometimes tends to
be angry wif mi coz...coz...maybe she read my blog lor...
*SIGH!!!HOW!!!

*sigh...so noisy!!!!sianz lah...

2004-08-19T06:18:00.002+08:00

[Joey]

Nw i'm at sch...SO NOISY!!!the seniors
lor...on the mp3 then use the microphone
to make it soooooooo loud!!!sianz...i'm
already going to get berserk liao...then
plus the sound...even more pain lehz...
sianz...todae got bck the sci test liao...bout
half the class fail...but luckily...i pass!!!
so happy...*sigh...but the guy beside mi
fail...still sae he will pass...ha ha...funny guy...
todae suling's group haf the oral test the whole
group thingy...then when they haf the "Hot Seat"
they saboe christopher by asking him to ask
Suling questions...Ha ha...i tink she might tink
embarrass...but it's fun!!!ha ha...todae we all got
the home ed practical...and we make sponge cake!!!
so fun!!!after sch...we told christopher tt suling
haf heavy books and cannot carry...he turn bck and look
how's she doing...then when we got out of the kitchen
he ask her if she nid his help or not...ha ha...*sigh...
tml we got the oral test liao...scared sia...*sigh...

*sigh...so sianz....

2004-08-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

todae so sianz...nobody 2 tok to!!!coz suling not at
home...she went to fetch her mother...so sad...
for the entire dae nobody to tok to....*sigh...
*sigh...sobx...sobx...nvm...coz tml got the stupid lit test!!!
HOW???HOW???scared sia...got essay question sia...
scared fail...todae my sis went for driving test...
wish her pass...then got another driver in our house
...not nid worry no driver of the dae!!!ha ha...able to use the com
coz my sis ask mi 2 help her check sumthing...so can play...
coz she not at hme...so happy sia...tml got choir...happy sia...
tml learn new song liao...ha ha...happy tt i haf not choose the wrong
CCA!!!but tml haf to go for the CCK park thingy...so will miz choir...
for dunno how long...but still haf to go bck for choir after tt...but actually
will quite tired one lah...*sigh...wat a tiring dae tml...*sigh...
ha ha...tml actually we haf to present the news report...
coz of christopher lor...bad luck...*sigh...but tml he haf BBall match...
so our group change to thur...ha ha...not too bad after all... :p
and oso...i was angry wif ****...but i not sure of the reason myself!!!
stupid one lor...having tis problems seems often to mi nw...
HOW???HOW???die liao lah...wish tt the other 4 can ti liang wo yi xia...
of my bad temper...as i am oso quite xiao qi...ha ha...
kk...haf to go dinner liao...

Haiz...could all problems be solve???

2004-08-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

*sigh...Anqi is veri the grumpy todae!!! HOW???
for heaven sake...*sigh...i don't noe izzit my problem
again or not leh???HOW???Don't noe wat to do leh...
*sigh...todae SOOO many hw!!!got the national thingy
...COMPO!!!i hate it the most!!!sianz lor...still nid do xi zi
somemore leh...gen sianz...although i lyk
doing it...ha ha...the clip Hui Jie gave mi yesterday...I
LOST IT LIAO LEH!!!how???stupid lah...*sigh...
tt stupid xingwei ah...told aik hao bout some thing...
mak euntil suling,fion&mi veri angry leh!!!dunno should
be angry wif her or no leh...ha ha...tis stupid gal always lyk
tt one...zhen na ta mei ban fa...ha ha...*sigh...kk...
Finish liao...tml got choir!!!sooooooooooooo happy!!!
got instructor oso!!!!ha ha....:p

Todae...how ah???dunno leh...

2004-08-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

[Joey]

Todae i go watch movie wif family...
nth much actually...*sigh...
tml got sch again liao...sianz...
sooo much hw leh...*sigh...
nw...nan de use com leh...
can't c frenz for 5 days...*sigh...
sianz...how i wish for wed to cum lor...
haha...gd to c my frenz bck lor...
ha ha...todae mum lose her spects...
can't find...she sae it's been wif her for
10 years...she so sad...wish tt can find
lor...sobx...sobx...wish tt she can cheer
up...*sigh...todae movie is funny lor...
ha ha...*sigh...nth to sae liao...
Nitez....frenz 4 eva!!!

hey...hey...hey!!!Ha ha...happy lor...

2004-08-04T05:49:00.000+08:00

[^Joey^]

Yeh!!!today choir leh...then Mrs Lee
cuming bck liao...She's benn sick or sumthing
lah...so never cum to joinus for choir...so sad...
nw in sch again...today they go to CCK park...
then i n suling stay bck for choir...
then go for another one wif another class...
than tt Tiam Kwee & Christopher and...nessa
going wif us wif the others...Aiya tt suling beside
mi hor...keep saying i type slow...although she type
veri fast lah...but can't ba help wat..tml got home ed
de practical...BEST AH!!!Shiok lor...ha ha...i type so
the veri the slow...*sigh...unlike the stupid gal
beside mi(Wah Suling lor...hai you shui?!)
sobx...sobx...

je t'aime

dere's no such thing

its jux another dae

its jux another dae

she loves him

todae..a happy dae..

end of choir camp!!*cryy*

wat's my mood todae...

LONG TIME NO C U ALL LER!!

hmmm..long time no post le...

X'mas is cumin!!!=P

haha...edit le so many le...still so lan....*sigh...

hehehehehehe....

No sch today worz...

*sigh...there's is nth i can do...

Early in the morning nth to do!!!

...*sigh...post blog again liao...

*sigh...so noisy!!!!sianz lah...

*sigh...so sianz....

Haiz...could all problems be solve???

Todae...how ah???dunno leh...

hey...hey...hey!!!Ha ha...happy lor...

end of choir camp!!cryy